Dinner at Williams.

Assalamualaikum. Hello y'all!

We had a dinner at a place called William yesterday. The sign itself is unique. Imagine d Mcdonald sign painted red n placed upside down but with a William on top of it. Yeah. Unique. 

My sis n her 'bro' Joe kept saying, everything's big at William. BIG. I cant really processed the word until i see the food myself. WOW. IT IS BIG. Imagine eating from a full serving bowl n drinking a full jug of drinks on ur own. We had a hard time finishing things. N the laughing n rolling didnt help either. Haha. Wonderful times.

Jiwa kacau

Aku rse sdeyh la bila tiap kali balik mcm ni. Tiap2 hari ak akn tertunggu-tunggu 1 panggilan yg TIDAK dikendaki. Perasaan ni da jdk mcm satu rutin. Buat aku paranoid. Sampaikan, tiap kali phne bunyi, aku akn rse 1 perasaan yg sgt negatif. Marah sgt2.

Aku x tau la kenape. Hati ni mcm x rela. Bukan nye dibuat-buat. Aku bwk die klua dlm perasaan yg terpaksa. Tiap kali dia call aku rasa nak mengamuk. Ya Allah.. Rse berdosa sgt buat benda x ikhlas ni.
Tlg la ya Allah, lembutkan hati ini.. Amin..

p.s: don't use ur favorite song as ringtone if u have someone u hate frequently calling u like this. Trust me, ur favorite song could turn to be ur most hated song.

Depression

Hari nh ak rse sgt tertekan sbb kan paper QMT337 tadi. Aku rasa geram yg teramat bila teringat balik. Boleh pulak lupa formula ntok Network tu. "Tu la, berlagak. Mlm xnk tgk. PADAN MUKA." & i wish i had more time.

Org lain gembira je. Bole siap awal bagai & ckp benda tu senang. Aku rasa sedih. Xnk dengar pls.

Lps je keluar dewan periksa tadi, aku rasa sgt moody. Rasa mcm 'hilang'. Perjalanan balik rasa lg jauh dr biasa. Lps tu sampai rmh mak call tanya boleh jwb x. Aku ckp, ok je. Aku tipu. Aku x sanggup dgr suara hampa mak. Aku dah cube  berserah dgn takdir tapi kenapa aku rse susah sgt. Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan dan kesabaran. Amin~

“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”

QMT337; DIAK (bwh PI); no. 288.

Dont mess with EGO !

We all have EGO. Why deny it.

Ok. I officially felt like shit right now.
Everyone kept toying with my ego diz whole day.
Like, WTF ?!
I held back thinking, it's ok. They're just playing. Until dat one freakin person just shoot out words which made me felt like a damn beggar.
I've already doubted myself all diz while and now u wanted lower my self-esteem even more ??
And then wat's left of me huh?
Well, THANK YOU, Thank you very much !
I'm heartsick. I cried. I hate crying.
It's too overwhelming for me to take.
Not enough with the return of the unwanted cat.
Stay the hell away !