Takut

I've been conflicting with my conscience lately. A lot. I'm scared. I'm scared that the moment that I come to my senses, it'll all be too late. Photographed memory now scares me than what it was before. I'm scared for my mom too. I couldn't blame the lack of guidance I never had. I'm a grownup now. It's now my own responsibility. Everything I do is all on me. Not my parents nor anyone else. I know that I should act on it NOW but why haven't I? Dear Allah, bless me with your guidance and blessings. Amin.