Barbie UNO

Our newest addiction..BARBIE UNO.
Yeah, it's UNO. With BARBIE pictures on it. Sgt x macho.

Barbiiiiiiiiiiiieee....

We're so addicted that we sacrificed our usual afternoon nap time with a game of UNO. It's crazy!
And u would think dat it was going to be over, soon after someone said...UNO!
Well u're wrong. It would drag on until we actually gave up and raise the WHITE FLAG.
It's a phase we're going thru..i hope.



Nway, the XML classes r so far so good except the presentation we had on Monday. Dafuk!
Why, why won't u (sir) let us waste our lives playing and not give a damn. (*___*)

Takut

I've been conflicting with my conscience lately. A lot. I'm scared. I'm scared that the moment that I come to my senses, it'll all be too late. Photographed memory now scares me than what it was before. I'm scared for my mom too. I couldn't blame the lack of guidance I never had. I'm a grownup now. It's now my own responsibility. Everything I do is all on me. Not my parents nor anyone else. I know that I should act on it NOW but why haven't I? Dear Allah, bless me with your guidance and blessings. Amin.

MDeC continued..

Day 3rd, 4/4/12
  Pagi, we learned how to prepare ur presentation. What to do and what not. Die lps kami awal. Dlm kol 11.45 cmtu kot ntok touch up presentation kami.
Ptg came and it's presentation time! Everyone did ok. So, this is what i've learned, always practice and timed ur presentation beforehand. Ak x sempat nak habiskan isi2 ak yg ohsem mse presentation. Both of them. Terkilan btol. Argh. Benci, benci. :((

Day 4th, 3/4/12
  Siang tadi kami pergi INTERVIEW! I suck! (ak neves sbb ak org 1st). Interviewer: Pn Ana and partner in crime, En Hanafy. I really, really admired both of them, they way they are with us. They can connect with us easily. BTW, interview ni sesi ptg. Pagi tu kami belajar 'etiquette'. Dia tunjuk the proper way to pakai baju, mkn rasmi etc. And mse kritik pakaian, kat ak die ckp, "Go learn from your mom". And i was like, "mm..Ok" (no argue).
This is because, mak is the best and envied and awed when it comes to dressing up for work. I approve of this. Bila jln sbelah mak in her 'work mode', ak mcm bkn anak die. With my selipar jamban. Selekeh. Oups. 


Menjelang esok pagi, masuklah 5 hari kami bersama Pn Ana dan En Hanafy dlm kls motivasi mereka before we part ways. So sad.
And then they're off to KL for another session with some other people.

MDeC

3/4/2012
It's come to the 2nd day for the MDeC course.

Today, we showed off our creativity challenging Mr Edward de Bono's theory (on how our thoughts are represented by 5 different colors).

We've made head gears based on our OWN thoughts.

Yeah, hat making career? NOT for me. Why, a big, ugly and stupid cap.

I've even put it to test in the rain. F.A.I.L ! 

Ok. We're to do a presentation tomorrow.

My title: 

  >>3mins talks about Myself (i'm sick of myself)

                                 and..

  >>5mins on Job option in Penang or Singapore.

Wwhat am i going to talk about that long. 

21 yrs of living isnt much to talk about you know.

I've got a feeling that it will be a long day tomorrow.

**Wadaya know, the motivator, Pn Ana used to work with my dad a few years back (when he's still in Kompleks Antarabangsa). Of all the places, UiTM Seri Iskandar turn out to be our meeting point. It's Fated. Allah is Great.

Blue Tuesday (idea shoot)

Dinner at Williams.

Assalamualaikum. Hello y'all!

We had a dinner at a place called William yesterday. The sign itself is unique. Imagine d Mcdonald sign painted red n placed upside down but with a William on top of it. Yeah. Unique. 

My sis n her 'bro' Joe kept saying, everything's big at William. BIG. I cant really processed the word until i see the food myself. WOW. IT IS BIG. Imagine eating from a full serving bowl n drinking a full jug of drinks on ur own. We had a hard time finishing things. N the laughing n rolling didnt help either. Haha. Wonderful times.

Jiwa kacau

Aku rse sdeyh la bila tiap kali balik mcm ni. Tiap2 hari ak akn tertunggu-tunggu 1 panggilan yg TIDAK dikendaki. Perasaan ni da jdk mcm satu rutin. Buat aku paranoid. Sampaikan, tiap kali phne bunyi, aku akn rse 1 perasaan yg sgt negatif. Marah sgt2.

Aku x tau la kenape. Hati ni mcm x rela. Bukan nye dibuat-buat. Aku bwk die klua dlm perasaan yg terpaksa. Tiap kali dia call aku rasa nak mengamuk. Ya Allah.. Rse berdosa sgt buat benda x ikhlas ni.
Tlg la ya Allah, lembutkan hati ini.. Amin..

p.s: don't use ur favorite song as ringtone if u have someone u hate frequently calling u like this. Trust me, ur favorite song could turn to be ur most hated song.

Depression

Hari nh ak rse sgt tertekan sbb kan paper QMT337 tadi. Aku rasa geram yg teramat bila teringat balik. Boleh pulak lupa formula ntok Network tu. "Tu la, berlagak. Mlm xnk tgk. PADAN MUKA." & i wish i had more time.

Org lain gembira je. Bole siap awal bagai & ckp benda tu senang. Aku rasa sedih. Xnk dengar pls.

Lps je keluar dewan periksa tadi, aku rasa sgt moody. Rasa mcm 'hilang'. Perjalanan balik rasa lg jauh dr biasa. Lps tu sampai rmh mak call tanya boleh jwb x. Aku ckp, ok je. Aku tipu. Aku x sanggup dgr suara hampa mak. Aku dah cube  berserah dgn takdir tapi kenapa aku rse susah sgt. Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan dan kesabaran. Amin~

“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”

QMT337; DIAK (bwh PI); no. 288.